Imagining a world after death

Everyone has their own perspective of life after death and i respect that, we each have our own beliefs and mine in fact, is a little on the weird side.

I'm not sure about reliving my life again by reincarnating after all the ridiculous shit i had to go through till i died. Maybe if i were to reborn as an heiress with billions of money and a sexy, faithful husband with beautiful children and still have a gorgeous body, i would reconsider.

I also don't believe in going straight to hell or heaven for whether or not i have committed lots of sins or lots of good deeds. There is a reason for the things we do. Serial killers, without a doubt have committed the heaviest of sins i could possibly imagine but you have to track back to their histories. The reason why they turned out the way they were, the reason why they do not have, so to say, 'human emotions' or the such, wholly different from society. 

Anyways, i also don't think we'll just vanish into thin air. Why would there be lost souls or ghosts still lingering around us? That they have unfinished business and what not. For those who do not believe in this kind of stuff, good for you! You're not afraid of this kind of stuff then! but for me, i grew up watching horror movies or heard stories and some are probably true so i don't think there are entirely NO ghosts around us. They stayed behind or are trapped here in this world for a reason. And there's no smoke without fire, why would there have been stories about these kind things, surely not all are fake.

I've talked for quite a while now so i'll reveal what i shall now reveal my imagination that even i myself don't think is plausible but a girl can dream... 

I think that after death, we'll be transferred or say, shipped or flown to another whole new dimension totally different from what we're living now. There is a whole new set of 'rules' of how things worked there. We could have telekinesis or have the ability to possess a certain set of powers, each different from another or a world with no wars and famine... there are so many possibilities... You don't have to believe it but that is what i want to believe right now instead of thinking of making good deeds just to get to yourself out of hell or some sort cause that's not good deeds, that is just 'buying' a space in heaven. You do good deeds when your heart wants to. Even though you may think whatever i'm saying is wrong, i just don't believe in hell. We all don't deserve it. At some point in our lives, we all have thought that.

-15 October 2012