I wish that i could become a better person. Not just someone who cares for people because that is already in everyone's conscience or heart. I don't know what it is specifically but i want to change and i want to change now.

Have you ever got that feeling? Like being tossed in a chasm, not knowing when you'll ever come out. Trying hard to get out of it, seeing others do it so easily but instead you're the one struggling. There's no teacher to tell you how to do these things because you're a grown up now, or in the process of and you have to make it on your own.