80% moved on

haha yes, for the 100th time probably, i think i have finally realised the error of my ways. He is 100% not the guy for me. I have chatted with so many other guys and some of those whom i can freely talk and feel like myself but with him, i can't. I always feel so restricted. He is someone i know i can't be with because i am simply not myself around him.

End of story. Now, i really need to find a guy :)

If you could change one thing about yourself, what would it be?

Well, i would want to change the fact that i can't be an alpha. You know... There are people when they enter the room, people already know straight away tat they're Alpha-Male or Alpha-Female. I want to be like that. I want to be able to lead people and to be able to do that, i must show the characteristics of such but too bad that's not possible... I'll try but it'll be too damn hard to get there

Boy troubles

How do you know if a guy likes you? How to know???? Everytime i talk to him, i try to look for body language signals, any possible indication that he likes me too. But his posture is always so rigid and most times, his feet ain't pointing at me when we talk. But he always stares at me, and he waited for me yesterday to walk home together! Even when he had a project to rush for when he gets home! I don't know... Why can't the guy just tell me if he likes me and we'll date, i'll definitely say YES

Drooling over a guy

i have always being a very rational person. Whatever i do, i must see if it's logical, whether it is full proof and 100% workable to my advantage and whatnot. But when it comes to love, my whole mind become messed up. i can't concentrate on my work and i can't focus on the things i need to do. All i think about is him and how nice his biceps and chest looks. He never took off his shirt before but i can see the linings of a six-pack. I can't believe i'm even thinking about this! I'm supposed to be studying!!!

LOVE IT!!!!!!!!!!!! Watched the movie twice and thinking of watching it again!

Sigh... I know you don't like me but lets try to get along until we don't have to see each other in one year time.

life is so tough. My head's going to blow

I know it won't end well if anything were to start but i can't help but wonder what the feeling would be like if we were together...

i kept looking at your feet. It's pointed away from me

You want to hate on me? Be my guest
Bitch about me? Go ahead
Ignore me? It's ok

Just so we're clear, anything you do, i don't give a damn

So go screw yourself, i have a 3.9GPA, do you?

Playing Chess

Girl and Boy playing chess

G: The game will be over. Your Queen will be dead.

B: My King's still pretty active, you know?

G: Once the queen's dead, the king's useless.

B: What's that about?

G: I don't know... Maybe he's too depressed to fight. He really loved her you know?

B: -Smiles and looks at her- yeah, i can see that.

Playing mind games now? When did you get so low

When life gives you lemons, don't waste on some shit of a person and make yourself a lemonade.

Just live it

Stop whining about what you are not and focus on the best points instead. Why do you want to down grade yourself and say mean things of yourself? And others can't say anything else other than 'oh you're not' or 'don't be like that,' what's the point when it doesn't go to your head. What's the point if we keep saying those things. What do you want to achieve from there? Our sympathy? Our caring concern? Yes, we're your friends, we'll do that but do you think that your future boss will say the same thing? He'll say 'Don't come to me for shit like this again!'

We're given life not to demean ourselves nor think we're not perfect enough. We're suppose to search for we want in life, be happy and never look back.

Scanning on the printer

I had to scan some documents just now for school purposes and in the end, my brother and i started playing with the scanner. The results,  a scanned face of mine!! :)

This is ridiculously funny... I look like i was frozen in ice haha

So tired

I wanted challenges and so i got them. It's gonna be hard on me sooner than later. Hope i'll stay sane in the process.... I think i'll really start to mess up my mind in the coming week. To lessen that risk, i really have to finish ALL my freaking notes by this week and start studying them as well... Ganbatte