1 more day

to exam and holiday... just one more day. Plus, i have 2 and a half more pages of notes to recap which will take approx 3 hours... I don't want to start but will have to at some point. This is pure TORTURE

I hate studying a subject i do not like. I mean it is okay if the subject you're studying is at least a tad interesting but this 'Materials and event decoration' IS argghhhh... BORING

I can't take it you know... THIS IS TOO MUCH YOU CRAZY EXAM SETTOR. YOU ARE CRAAAAAAAAAZY!!!!!!!

Halloween Horrors Scare Actors

I am one of the scare actors now. One of the 81 shortlisted actors for HH2011. But i am kinda scared. My role is not determined, i have no friends in halloween horrors, meaning i am alone in this and also, i am scared to role play in front of the those SP students. I am a very timid person, whatever but you have to understand how big this is going to be for me. I am not a very sociable person, i am in fact, an introvert.

So i am really scared to do this without a friend..

2nd exam done

Yup, law this exam is done...
Finis
完成
finitura
완료
仕上げ
selesai
HAHA!!! Yup, but i am left with one more though. Events Materials and Decoration. After that, i am FREE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Well, i can't be too happy yet because of this exam. At least law, IT and Principles of Management is over. Left with one more and i will have one and a half month of HOLIDAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WOO HOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I've already been making a list of what i want to do you know.
Watch movie, eat Seoul Garden, ... hmm... I think that's it. Gosh, i think i have no life.. :D

Exam over

Not particularly the whole examination though. Just the first one, which is Principles of Management. I am quite confident that i'll get an A for that but lets not get too cocky.. I've learnt that the hard way. What is left now are Law and Events Materials and Decorations. I am studying Events so guess these modules are necessary but i still do not get why Events require the knowledge of Photoshop. Yeah i know we may need digital stuff for advertising but isn't that job for those in the marketing and sales department or advertising department or something?

Because seriously, anything to do with computers, i am a complete IDIOT. I just am not great with technology. What's more is that next term, i'll have to study autocadd or something like that and i have no idea what the hell that is!

Hope the next 2 exams will be easy on me, All the best me!

My Love

For him. Has it faded yet? I really don't know. Just watched a romantic drama and felt like i want to have a boyfriend to pamper me, love me and want me by his side like the male lead in the drama. I just feel so alone so much. I want a guy at my side. I really do. Why do i feel so sad? :(

Maybe i shouldn't be watching any romantic dramas... It is really getting to me.

This is just so stupid... I am getting so emotional and depressed over being single. SINGLE!!!
I need a guy!! But not just any guy. You know, a guy from a project group talked so poorly and still thinks he is correct. I am fine with the language as long as he can admit he is wrong and not be such a... a.. oh gosh, can't even find a word for it. He pronounces words wrongly and when corrected by people, doesn't admit his mistake! and act like he is still correct. To me, that's revolting in a guy. Among the bottom most list of guys to ever date.

Starting to feel the rush

of exams. Yesterday was the end of my IT test and the coming Tuesday will be my POM test. I think i can handle it as long as i recap my topics to study but then again i still need to recap my Law which i have not yet done so and the law is this coming thursday. Then on the 31 August, will be my materials exam. Soo damn rushed... I have so many things plus i have not recapped at all my materials module for the last 2 weeks, hope i did not totally forget everything. Plus, i have an event later on which lemme tell you, will take up the rest of my day until 5 or 6 pm. starting 12 noon. I hope to recap at least one or two of my law topic and continue with the rest tomorrow morning. I cannot concentrate at night as i will 'automatically' doze off around 12 or 1am.

Hope i don't get tensed up so soon.. Wish me luck everyone!

Marks Gone

Yep... Just now was my General Eduation Module's Presentation. I did not get any participation marks for questions and answers AKA QandA. Yep, firstly, as audiences during the presentation of other groups, you must try to gain marks by asking questions. I had a question but was too scared to ask. I should kill myself for that you know... DAMNED

Then there was my group's time to present and when we reached the QandA section, i did not answer questions, my team mates did the work. I have a team mate and he answered all the questions. Yeesh... Arrogant idiot. He took all the questions you know.. plus, i did most of the presentation work/designs...

My bad then... I should at least remind myself that this is 20% of the whole module. I think i did well for my presentation.

• Fluent (check!)
• Good Pace (Check i think)
• sound engaging and  keep audience's attention (check check)

i think so la cuz it's MY opinion...
But i know that my slides are good, not too much words, not too much pictures
I hope i pass this part... I am going to do more for the next part of my GEN ED assessment...
Luck, please be on my side...
Gosh... So depressed right now

Slacker

To tell the truth, i have been slaacking a lot the past few days and the IT test is on wednesday! while my Principles of Management (POM)Examination is on next tuesday. i just completed revising all the 4 topics i need to for POM and now i am touching on law. law needs 4 topics to study of 6 topics which 4 topics i have already learnt but needs some recaping. But of the 4 topics, one topic is kinda short, VERY short, so there is a high probability that there will be a hard question tested for that topic...

So i am thinking about studying another topic, but that will take up some time... So i am quite at a dilemma at whether i should stick with my 4 topics or study another...

This might look like an excuse not to study and i think it is but then again, i feel (see header :] ) like a slacker these past few days..

Oh well, i'd better start doing notes for that extra topic i am studying...

Test is coming soon

Next Wednesday is my IT test so 2 hours ago, i started to get to work learning all the tools to making a website. (studying Dreamweaver) so i decided to practise making a website for geography. Topics i studied last year for my o levels. So i started making a simple design, insert table, editable region blah blah blah

Then i added in a home and rivers section for the time being. Then i started doing stuff fot my rivers. Added 'named anchor' for bookmrk, added tables and links. Then typed in notes for rivers like how factors like speed and volume of water affect the energy of the river. Then i went on to waterfalls. I started getting pictures and making my own using Photoshop and before i know it, 2 hours had passed. And all i had was Geography notes rather than a supposed website for practising. You see, this is what you get when you're doing a website that makes you get carried away with the contents and pictures and such than practise for the IT test. :(

Anyways, i am gonna study my Principles of Management later on because i've been procrastinating the whole week for that. Sigh.... So dreading it...

Back to HH2011

If you don't know what HH2011 is, it's Halloween Horrors 2011. Here's a recap of what i have done so far for this event. Initially, i was very excited for this event and want to take part cause of scaring people. Then fast forward 7 weeks (approx) i've become more involved in my studies instead. Then i found out that HH is 90% during the holidays and 10% during the start of school term. Which consist of the weekends of the first two weeks of school when it reopens. This means that it will take up time from my studies for my exam. I am not sure about this so decided that i did not want to participate. But then i felt lost and scared because i need the CCA points and without them my entry to a University would be jeopardised so i don't know... I need to accumulate as much points as i can when i am in year 1 because it will be hard to start accumulating when i reach year 2 and 3. This will be stressful so i hope i am up for it.

Maybe there is some way to handle this? Like tell the seniors of my course who is partly organising this event that i need to have the last two weeks to myself to study?
I am not sure...

But one matter is that i will neither abandon my studies nor the opportunity to accumulate CCA points. So i guess i will have to think of some way to balance my life because this is chaos...

And yesterday was role-casting. Meaning i get to see what my role was until i found out that you have to act it first in front of soooo many students... to see if you fit that character...
i came in to the room a bit late because i had a lesson and sooo my character ended up not determined... SAD.... SAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAADDDDDDDDD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I wanted a nice scary character to portray you know... Damn... but still, at least i am still in HH2011 to get CCA points... i guess

But this would mean that i will have to probably try out more roles in front of more students ( a big bunch already left when their roles were determined)... i don't know... i just feel like maybe i should not be in this HH2011 anymore because of this animosity between the organisers... they make me feel sooooo unwelcomed... Hate them to bits... i hate this but i need the CCA points and the event in my portfolio...
But i hate the hostility they're giving out to me like they OWN the whole event when they're NOT.