29 November 2011

You Cant Stop the Beat GLEE



My sister love watching Glee ans whenever there's a great song that Glee is doing, she'd refer it to me. and my favourite at the moment is 'You can't stop the beat'. I LOVE IT :)

Locked out of my own house

I just ended school and just as i was about to finally reach home and rest inside, i find out that there is nobody at home and i DID NOT BRING MY KEY. PERFECT

So just when i thought things will not be anymore 'perfect,' i realised that i spent my last few dollars to buy lunch at school, which means, right now, i do not have any money to buy food or water. I have to wait until my sister comes home. Which would probably be in like what, 2 hours or so? Yep....

Presentations ENDED

So yeah, my general education's assignment is OVER. It is actually about analysing a work. Could be an art piece, advertisement, song or speech.

Anyways, i ended up choosing Mary's Song by Taylor Swift. I think i did well and i could probably have been an A.

Unfortunately, my F&B Presentation the 'pricing and proposed budget' section was screwed all over, up and down... She was not satisfied with the way my group and i presented our proposal. We see Quality over MONEY. It's not wrong!  @#$%#@@!!!!!!!!!

28 November 2011

So tired.....

School work is piling up and exams are starting soon... This week that is. I'm learning to calm down as things progress. But there is a limit to the amount of stress i can handle... GANBATTE!!!

22 November 2011

Have to study

So i am on blogger right now...

Wasting my studying time... damn F-ing shit... I am so stressed but still, time won't stop cause of that

That's just the way life works

Bottom view

While i was lying down the other day on a bench at the fitness corner and looked up, i saw it as a great opportunity to take a picture. I like it :)

'Twilight' Cast with Ellen Degeneres



This was sooo hilarious!!! hahahaha!!! Especially the part where Jackson said "Because we're vampires :D" HAHAHAAHAHHAHAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!

21 November 2011

Ellen and scary web videos



I loved the last one! Laughed so hard that i could not breathe!! :'D

Time for school

It's 9.22AM right now on my laptop. Gotta go to school in like 5 minutes... I am sooo dreading it.... I hate school so much. If only there are no exams, just plain learning.

Why god why must there be EXAMS

Dying flower

I kept a fake flower at my work space when i study so i can look at 'greenery.' I don't want to keep a real one because it's a hassle. Plus, it should be where it belongs-with nature, out in the park etc.

Anyways, my sister brought home what i believe is a chrysanthemum (not sure if i spelled that out right) flower. She took out my fake flower and replaced it with that. I was a little angry because she did not ask for my permission and told her that she should be the one to change the water. (she never does it)

It has been like 5 or 6 days now and i think it's dying faster than it should be. We're not really good at taking care of plants... (That's one of the reason why i have or had a fake one on my desk)

20 November 2011

Dear Homework

I have to stay strong

It is so tiring. I have to wake up very early in the morning and study and study and study. And still, there is not enough time to finish everything i need for exams.

I just don't know if i can stay strong. I have 2 projects to finish by this next week and i still have to do notes and memorise them. and i have still a lot of contents not covered yet. I am so scared my head can't take it all in...

and the only thing that is keeping me a bit happier is watching F.R.I.E.N.D.S Comedy that only takes about 20 minutes an episode so i won't waste any time and still get cheered up. Usually 5 episodes will do the trick.

Thank you to our beloved teachers



She made me do impossible tasks
tasks that require me to go outside my comfort zone
Gave me challenges after challenges

and she always believed in me

now, i'm no longer scared to speak out my views
i see challenges as opportunities to better myself
and she made me believe in my abilities...

I would never have been here today if not for her

Thank you Mdm Pua, Teck Whye Secondary School

19 November 2011

Future









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So many things to do

Exams are in 2 weeks... I'm a little tensed. Soon, by next week, people should try to avoid me because i will be very very very stressed up from everything.

Studying in the library

So i went to the library almost everyday this last week. Usually i stay at home or go to the park but i had to do notes. Home and park are for memorising notes while library is for doing work or notes.

Anyways, i love going to the library. I love the air-conditioner and the quiet, peaceful atmosphere. I'm quite a deep thinker and stuff so places like these help me calms my mind a little.

This is a picture i took from my seat. I needed to take a few minutes break from doing all the notes.

17 November 2011

Halloween Fun for Ellen Degeneres



This was hilarious! I kept laughing towards the end where the daughter said "SLIDE... SLIDE... SLIDE...."

What my brother does

when he has lots of free time ... or just time

and that wasn't even completed yet!


He was making a sword similar to Allen Walker's Sword in D-Gray Man (A Japanese Anime)

 But my brother said he wasn't trying to copy Allen's sword at all. He just wanted a BIG sword. I tried to carry it and boy, was it heavy. Apparently, he put something heavy inside to make the sword sturdy enough to swing it.

Calligraphy

Last year on what i think was Mid-Autumn Festival, there was a calligrapher invited to come to the secondary school event. He said that he sells his work for a lot of money (about $700-800 for just a few words on his very thin piece of paper). It was very interesting!

So, he started doing a few pieces and giving them to students who wanted it. I requested for 2 of them. It was really pretty. He drew pandas and blossoms and willowy trees etc! it was fascinating.

Poor Boy

So i was walking along my neighbourhood last month and passed by this school. They had many huge posters and banners to promote their school. Then there was one that was promoting a particular Co-Curricular Activity (CCA). If i'm not wrong, it's boy scouts.

They had a group photo or two of a few members in the CCA.


looking... looking... just scanning through...
 then i saw something that kinda surprised me a little.


A boy in a group photo got his eye 'gouged' out!


I have to say, initially, i was amused at the absurdity of the whole thing but my morals came in. The poor boy! He must have felt really sad and stuff when he saw that... There was also another girl on another banner that got the same 'treatment'. I just can't stand people who do this sort of thing., They're bullies and retarded twits.

Ellen Degeneres in Breaking Dawn



So i was in school the other day and doing some notes when my friends sitting opposite me started laughing histerically. I was curious and looked at what they were watching on the laptop.

Ellen Degeneres was on Breaking Dawn. Was shocked initially but duh.. That's Ellen Degeneres so i had a good laugh after watching that :)

16 November 2011

Things to do during the three week holiday (coming soon)

  1. Watch Breaking Dawn
  2. Improve my mandarin
  3. Reserve 'The Reluctant Vampire' Lynsay Sands from the library to read (cuz too busy to read during school time)
  4. Do notes for some topics for my modules
  5. Hang out and catch up with friends
  6. Do something stupid
  7. Buy myself a very expensive chocolate cake
  8. HAVE FUN

So tired of schoolwork

I have a lot of things to be done at the moment. 1 project presentation which is due the following week and another presentation due next wednesday. Both not even started yet. The latter was assigned today so it was a very short notice. Soon, there will be another project assigned to us this friday. There will definitely be another F&B project. What i'm going to do is do my notes for one of my modules and then do the presentation tommorow that is due the following week. The one next week needs some group discussion and sadly, my group usually discuss very late. someone has to push things along. I just wish there's better communication. It is very hard to deal with group dynamics....

Anyways, as long as i get one presentation done, one load, to me, is off my shoulders.

Dicks


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13 November 2011

Books To Read for the 18 year old

I always keep a record of what i read into a small notebook. No idea why but i do that. Maybe I want to keep a memory of the books i've read in case i forget that i've read them once before or just for reference if i want to read them again. So i'm going to now list out the books i've read from the first to the current one :)

The ones in bold are those i strongly recommend to be read for various reasons: hilarious, very over the top romantic, thrilling etc.

  1. The Undomestic Goddess by Sophie Kinsella
  2. Manhunting by Jennifer Crusie
  3. Can you keep a secret by Sophie Kinsella
  4. Anyone but you by Jennifer Crusie
  5. Heiress for hire by Erin Mc carthy
  6. Getting rid of Bradley by Jennfier Crusie
  7. Tell me lies by Jennfier Crusie
  8. The prophecy of the gems by Flavia Bujor
  9. A quick bite by Lynsay Sands
  10. What the lasy wants by Jennfier Crusie
  11. The Switch by Lynsay sands
  12. Bet me by Jennifer Crusie
  13. Bite me if you can by Lynsay Sands
  14. The Brat by Lynsay sands
  15. The Accidental Vampire by Lynsay Sands
  16. Love Bites by Lynsay Sands
  17. Single White Vampire by Lynsay Sands
  18. Tall, Dark and Hungry by Lynsay Sands
  19. [The specialists] Model Spy by Shannon Greenland
  20. [The specialists] Down the wire by Shannon Greenland
  21. [The specialists] The winning element by Shannon Greenland
  22. A bite to remember by Lynsay Sands
  23. Vampires are forever by Lynsay Sands
  24. Vampire Interrupted by Lynsay Sands
  25. [The specialists] Native Tongue by Shannon Greenland
  26. Geek High by Piper Banks
  27. Have Glass Slippers will travel by Lisa Cach
  28. The SQUAD perfect cover by Jennifer Lynn Barnes
  29. To kiss a spy by Jane Feather
  30. Strange Bedpersons by Jennifer Crusie
  31. Heart Mate by Robin D.Owens
  32. Confessions of a Triple Shot Betty by Jody Gehrman
  33. Inside Girl by J.Minter
  34. Crazy for you by Jennifer Crusie
  35. Duke most wanted by Celeste Bradley
  36. Charlie all night by Jennifer Crusie
  37. girls we love by J.Minter
  38. The sweetest thing by J.Minter
  39. Fast Women by Jennifer Crusie
  40. The Rogue hunter by Lynsay Sands
  41. Beauty and the spy by Julie Anne Long
  42. Ways to be wicked by Julie Anne Long
  43. An Offer from a Gentleman by Julia Quinn
  44. The Runaway duke by Julie Anne Long
  45. The secret to seduction by Julie Anne Long
  46. The Viscount who loved me by Julia Quinn
  47. The runaway princess by Christina dodd
  48. The Husband Trap by Tracy Anne Warren
  49. Diary of a wimpy kid by Jeff Kinney
  50. The Wife trap by Tracy Anne Warren
  51. To catch a highlander by Karen Hawkins
  52. The island by Heather Graham
  53. Gamer Girl by Mari Mancusi
  54. Perfect Match by J.Minter
  55. Triple Shot Bettys in Love by Jody Gehrman
  56. Diary of a wimpy kid: Rodrick Rules by Jeff Kinney
  57. Love is Blind by Lynsay Sands
  58. The Wedding Trap Tracy Anne Warren
  59. Double dating with the dead by Karen Kelly
  60. The Chase by Lynsay Sands
  61. Temperature's Rising by Karen Kelly
  62. Storyteller by Edward Myers
  63. The Duke and I by Julia Quinn
  64. What she wants by Lynsay Sands
  65. Romancing Mr Bridgerton by Julia Quinn
  66. The Pretender by Celeste Bradley
  67. Twilight by Stephenie Meyer
  68. The Immortal Hunter by Lynsay Sands
  69. Lady of Sin by Madeline Hunter
  70. New Moon by Stephenie Meyer
  71. Love in the Air by James Collins
  72. Eclipse by Stephenie Meyer
  73. Geek Abroad by Piper Banks
  74. The Perfect Wife by Lynsay Sands
  75. Vampire Kisses: The Beginning by Ellen Schreiber
  76. Vampire Kisses 4: Dance with a vampire by Ellen Schreiber
  77. Vampire Kisses 5 by Ellen Schreiber
  78. Royal Blood by Ellen Schreiber
  79. Tempted at every turn by Robyn Dehart
  80. Bride of a wicked Scotsman by Samantha James
  81. Breaking Dawn by Stephenie Meyer
  82. Some like it wicked by Teresa Medeiros
  83. Forbidden Nights with a vampire by Kerrelyn Sparks
  84. The undead next door by Kerrelyn Sparks
  85. All i want for christmas is a vampire by Kerrelyn Sparks
  86. Some like it wild by Teresa Medeiros
  87. Psych: mind over magic by William Rabkin
  88. The Renegade hunter by Lynsay Sands
  89. How to marry a Millionaire Vampire by Kerrelyn Sparks
  90. Vamps and the City by Kerrelyn Sparks
  91. Secret Life of a vampire by Kerrelyn Sparks
  92. Tempted by his kiss by Tracy Anne Warren
  93. Seduced by his touch by Tracy Anne Warren
  94. Intertwined by Gena Showalter
  95. Jesscia;s Guide to dating on the dark side by Beth Fantaskey
  96. Once a witch by Carolyn MacCullough
  97. Memoirs of a Geisha by Arthur Golden
  98. Bitten by Cupid by Lynsay Sands
  99. My Sister's keeper by Jodi Picoult
  100. The Lighting Thief by Rick Riordan
  101. The greatest lover in all England by Christina Dodd
  102. The Five people you meet in heaven by Mitch Albom
  103. Percy Jackson and the Sea of Monsters Rick Riordan
  104. Percy Jackson and the titan's curse by Rick Riordan
  105. Percy Jackson and the battle of the Labyrinth by Rick Riordan
  106. The Royal Treatment by Mary Janice Davidson
  107. Percy Jackson and the Last Olympian by Rick Riordan
  108. Married in Seattle by Debbie Macomber
  109. My soul to take by Rachel Vincent
  110. Undead and Unwed by Mary Janice Davidson
  111. Violet on the runway by Melissa Walker
  112. Violet by Design by Melissa Walker
  113. Violet in Private by Melissa Walker
  114. Faking it by Jennifer Crusie
  115. Texas Rain by Jodi Thomas
  116. Love Bites, Vampire Kisses 7 by Ellen Schreiber
  117. At the Duke's pleasure by Tracy Anne Warren
  118. Tall tales and wedding Veils by Jane Graves
  119. Undead and Unemployed by Mary Janice Davidson
  120. Undead and Unappreciated by Mary Janice Davidson
  121. Undead and Unreturnable by Mary Janice Davidson
  122. Born to Bite by Lynsay Sands
  123. Lessons from a courtesan by Jenna Peterson
  124. Harry Potter and the sorcerer's stone by (duh...) J.K ROWLING
  125. Scoundrel in my dreams by Celeste Bradley
  126. The Ghost and the Goth by Stacey Kade
  127. Hungry for you by Lynsay Sands
  128. Harry Potter and the chamber of secrets by J.K ROWLING
  129. How to Marry a Marquis by Julia Quinn
  130. I am Number Four by Pittacus Lore
  131. Charlie and the Chocolate Factory by Roald Dahl
  132. Queen of the Dead by Stacey Kade
  133. The Countess by Lynsay Sands
  134. The Heiress by Lynsay Sands
  135. HERO by Mike Lupica
  136. What's Your Number? by Karyn Bosnak

There you go :) the first book (novel) i've read to the current one

If you have any books to recommend, do tell in the comment box, i'd love to know :)

FRIENDS Emma's first word

One of my favourite F.R.I.E.N.D.S scene

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I even tried to act out what Monica said cause it looked so fun and it was FUNNY

Move Along



I love this song... It helped me through a lot of tough times...

school

I just wish that school is not stressful. I've stopped going for counselling already. Apparently, i am not that stressed. I'm ok just that i get stressed during the exam period. So i am pretty normal. Yay...

Anyways, this term is actually better than last 2 terms. The last two terms, i had law, Events Materials and Decoration and Principles of Management. All three had lots of content to be memorised... Which really stressed me out a lot.

The counselling sessions made me see what's the worst that could happen if i failed. I know i put too much pressure on myself so i do lots of things to calm me down. I've learned to look a things just a little better. Though it got really annoying when the counsellor kept asking me questions why i feel this way, why i feel that way.

So! For the previous terms as i said, there were 3 modules and i got distinctions for them all, which is great. Then, i have IT for events which i got B+ which is not that great. Events Experience also B+. Events Communications, Distinction. So i had 6 modules of which 3 were very taxing on me.

Now, it's new modules:

Principles of Marketing
Food and Beverages
Events Creation and Market Research
Drawing and Auto Cadd
Audio Visual Systems
Economics

Also 6 modules

The first similarly, has lots of content
The second, not bad
Third, lots of content as well
Just drawing but sure things gonna get tougher
Content to memorise as well
Last one, Difficult and hope i survive

Things are different in the 2nd semester. All the modules in sem 2 have exams. Sem one only 4 had exams. The only thing better in Sem 2 is that, content wise, it;s lesser.

I just hope things get easier. Either that or i can't take it. Economics is my worst fear, i'll tell you that. It's similar to Additional Mathematics which i CANNOT HANDLE. To me, it is very exhausting. I just hope i can get through it


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11 November 2011

When i'm old

You know.. I just had a thought.

When i'm old and aged 80+ years old plus i would get increasingly forgetful. I could then look back and reminisce about the past with this blog. 10 years from now, i think i would still be using this blog. (Provided it remains free)

So, this blog... Will definitely contain a lot of my treasured memories where time stopped.

Well... Provided i can still read... Oh well, i'll just force my future children or grand children to read them for me :)

Japan Trip 2008- Keyboard

I went to 2 schools during the Japan Trip in 2008 and the following pictures i took from are from Kanagawa Prefectural Yokohama Senior High School of International Studies.

Look how different the keyboards are in Japan. I was shocked the first time i saw it. I thought universally, all keyboards looked the same.


I was walking into the lab minding my own business, taking lots of pictures until something caught my attention



The keyboards had japanese letterings (looked like Hiragana) on them!
My initial reaction: "WOAH"
Calm down a little, "WA......."
Then tugging my friend's arm, "Oh My GOD LOOK AT THIS"
Then started taking pictures of the keyboard

Friend or not?

Having a friend is something really special.

She knows everything you've been through. He believes in you even when you stop believing in yourself. She calls just to say hi. He knows all your little quirks. . Even though she can't understand your pain, she'll be there. He'll do everything he can to make you smile. She knows you're feeling down even when you're smiling and saying you're absolutely fine.

But then again, even though that friend may be in your life, they'll not necessarily be there all the time. When things start moving forward, when life stopped at High School... After Graduation... That's where the struggle to keep your friends begin. You're not going to be in the same class anymore and wait for a few days to patch things up when you have a fight. One small misunderstanding and everything blows away. It takes years to bulid a friendship and seconds to destroy one. You learn to compromise, you learn to talk things out and you learn that hanging out from now on are going to be treaured moments in the future.

Then meanwhile, as you enter the 'new chapter' of your life... You got to make new friends. As you progress into a higher level, it gets difficult to know who's your real friend. You have to wait and see how things progress to find that correct friend. But that progress is hard. It's tedious. And it just feels like no one wants you in their life. You're going to have to improve your socialising skills and make friends with people your exact opposites even if you're feeling uncomfortable. You learn to depend on yourself, take care of yourself, without them.

You learn to adapt to change. Because either you change or you're at the bottom of the foodchain.

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Jesse McCartney-Because You Live



Staring out at the rain with a heavy heart
It's the end of the world in my mind...
Then your voice pulls me back like a wake up call
I've been looking for the answer
Somewhere
I couldn't see that it was right there
But now I know what I didn't know
Because you live and breathe
Because you make me believe in myself when nobody else can help
Because you live, girl
My world has twice as many stars in the sky

It's alright, I survived, I'm alive again
Cuz of you, made it through every storm
What is life, what's the use if you're killing time
I'm so glad I found an angel...
Someone...
Who was there when all my hopes fell
I wanna fly, looking in your eyes

Because you live and breathe
Because you make me believe in myself when nobody else can help
Because you live, girl
My world has twice as many stars in the sky

Because you live, I live

Because you live there's a reason why I carry on when I lose the fight
I want to give what you've given me always

Because you live and breathe
Because you make me believe in myself when nobody else can help
Because you live, girl
My world has twice as many stars in the sky

Because you live and breathe
Because you make me believe in myself when nobody else can help
Because you live, girl
My world... has everything I need to survive
Because you live...

I live...

I live

TWSS



This is my Secondary School song... :) Forgot like 50% of the lyrics already... I love my school, so many memories... The song especially. I sang the song with pride. I still do

Happy Birthday

Went through some old videos and saw one old one of my sister and i in 2007... We looked ridiculous then! but ah... the memories :)

Hard Work

The camera is back!

The camera that my brother held which went lost is now in my hands! Yeah!!!!

Now i can post the pictures from Japan Trip  :)

10 November 2011

Chad Sandwich


In the episode 'Sonny in the kitchen with dinner,' there was a scene in the cafeteria where Grady and Nico saw the sandwich menu and asked why the sandwiches are named after celebrities.


Just then, Chad appears and ordered the sandwich named after him, "Give me a me."



SOOO HILARIOUS! :D

9 November 2011

David Henrie on 'Sonny With a Chance' Blooper



There was this episode where Selena Gomez guest starred in. So in one of the scenes, there is a blooper take. David Henrie suddenly appears into the scene, surprising everyone. There were shouts and screams from the audience!

David Henrie ran into the dressing room scene of Sonny with a chance shouting "ALEX!!" (Selena Gomez's character in Wizards of the Waverly place) "WE GOTTA GET BACK TO THE WIZARD WORLD, THERE'S TROUBLE IN THE LAIR!!"

David tries to zap the wand, "MIURIATA ANIMATA!!!"
MIURIATA ANIMATA!!

Selena: David! We're not on  set!

David looks at the wand (cuz it's not working), "What's wrong with this thing!?"

Selena: You're on the wrong set

Still ignoring 'Alex,' "made by Disney? WHAT??" (puzzled look on his face)


Haha!! Hilarious!!

Singapore Polytechnic Open House 2012

Singapore Poly will be holding the coming open house 2012 from 5th January to 7th January and 3 courses will be helping out. The courses are:

  • Electrical and Electronic Engineering
  • Hotel Leisure and Facilities Management
  • Integrated Events and Project Management
There will be bus tours, course counselling (you can ask lots of  course questions pertaining to the one you are interested in joining), goodie bags, exciting bazzar and lots more! It will be totally FUN. Well, not for the students helping out though... We have to undergo 4 days of training, each day 9am to 5pm, during our HOLIDAYS. Well future juniors, It's all for you =_=

Anyways, do hope those secondary school students have fun and come to SP!

Many things happened...

in the last few days.

Firstly, the family's camera is lost. So now i cannot load anymore pictures or videos from the japan trip into the blog. What's worst, my precious videos from Japan is gone too. What happened you might ask... Well, my STUPID BROTHER went to Cambodia days ago for a school trip. He came back and i asked where the camera was. He said it was in the bag but IT WASN'T. It was no where to be found but he claimed that he knows he bought it back home. Well, we shall see. Our last hope is our dad's vehicle. Cause my dad fetched him from the airport back home in the vehicle than using a taxi. Why he was even given the responsibility of holding on to a camera, i have no idea!! He lost his bus pass 4 times, wallet 6 times and money, countless times!!! So, until the camera comes back to yours truly, no japan trip photos will be in sight. In a nutshell, the camera is either miles away from Singapore and in possession of someone else or it is somewhere around me, in the house hiding away. My opinion, the first one...


Secondly, school. Exams are coming in 4 more weeks. I had some stress initially but currently, it's held at bay till further notice. My best friend told me to go counselling and i went. The first session which was on the 27 october but it wasn't much help. She tried to get to know me a little better so it was more like just introductions introductions introductions. I did let loose some issues that was troubling me and stress and stuff which in a way, helped me relax A BIT. I'm hoping tommorow, which will be the second session, will help me more.

Lastly, F&B. Yesterday's lesson for food and beverages module, my class went to a fine dining restaurant. We had a three course meal. Main dish was either a something something chicken or a something something fish. Don't blame me for not memorising the name of the dishes. I have better things to do- like EATING!!!

6 November 2011

Mundial de Tango



This is one of the best tango dance i've ever watched. Everytime i searched the net or youtube for a nice samba, tango or waltz, i'd always always see boring and not very extraordinary dance. Suffice it to say, there is absolutely nothing special. Nothing unique. This dance here, i like!

If i'm the judge, i'd give this fantastic couple 9.5/10

why the less 0.5 is cuz there's some minor errors in the beginning. But other than that, BRAVO!!!

2 November 2011

Rose Proposal

My friend told me this story of a man proposing to his love:

A guy handed a bouquet of roses to his girl. The bouquet had 99 real roses and 1 fake rose. He said to her,

"I will love you until the day the last rose dies."

F&B presentation

My group and i just finished F&B project with lots of time to spare :) Thankfully, we finished sorting out everything and who will present which slides. I am soo relieved. Now, i can concentrate on studying for (dreading...) exams. I hate it soo much...

Why i am on the blog now you may ask... WAITING FOR THE STUPID EMAIL TO UPLOAD SO I CAN SHUT THIS LAPTOP DOWN