People procrastinate many times in their lives, be it work, studies, chores, life.. etc. The thing is, it's boring, you're tired, you don't want to do the pain in the ass task but lets face it, it's not like we can avoid it. You might then later find something to do to keep you preoccupied probably for the next 5 minutes. No big deal. Just 5 minutes of watching Ellen Degeneres videos on YouTube. Probably a little more videos since it's so short, blah blah blah and before you know it, one hour have passed and you have not accomplished a single task you were supposed to undertake.All because you wanted to enjoy a little freedom before having to be pushed to the 'duties' of the day.
I had to study for an examination a few weeks ago and i was supposed to be studying for a module one saturday but as i woke up that day, i watched VCDs and DVDs, went to Facebook, laughed at some jokes by 9Gag or Fucked up facts, Chandler Bing's Sarcasm and stuff, went to plaza to buy some food to stimulate my brain into 'studying mode' and ended roaming the book sale that was going on and before i knew what had happened, i wasted a whole day. Yup.
I did nothing for the day. NAUGHT. Thinking back, i shouldn't have procrastinated so much because right now, i am squeezing time to study for 2 more module examinations. I hate exams. Isn't life already a never ending test? Life is so much more harder after school life so why make our teenage years so miserable? Anyways, going on, i get REALLY lazy sometimes. But then what my mother say would always come to my mind when i feel obnoxious or just plain blue: "When you think you're lazy, there's always someone lazier. If you think you're beautiful, there's some one more gorgeous. If you think you're smart, there's always someone smarter," the list goes on if you think about it. Everyone's different in their own unique way. It's not what you have that makes you stand out but what you have different that separates you from the rest. You're unique in your own weird perfect way so you shouldn't try to change yourself to suit the rest. Life's not fun if you play by society's standards.
You may not find yourself now but in time you'll realise who you're meant to be. What part you'll play in this world. When you're older, have an epiphany or finally leave that small little box, you'll find that what had made you so god-damned special or 'weird' from those jerks and naysayers had actually been your pillar of strength all along.
I used to be from a netball team. I hung out with the 'cool' senior girls and then they pointed out to some outcast of the netball team and asked me whether i think she was weird and i said no and i talked to the 'weird' girl and by the next practice, i was an outcast. It's sad really. That just because you're different from most people, you're treated like some shit. This is the sort of social stigma i hate. Then when you see others making friends with them, you think they're crazy or you're weird as well. Well, i have no idea why but all my life, i have friends who are perfectly and beautifully weird and only come to realise recently that i will never EVER compromise my beliefs and think the way the naysayers do anymore. If you think i'm weird as well, i don't care. I never cared before i made friends with them and i never will care. People say that the friends you make says something about yourself. I proclaim myself to be weird as well. I really am but that's for another post, it's a long story.
Anways, I don't care what you think. They're my friends. YOU'RE NOT. So back off bitches :) I love the way you look but too bad you're rotten inside.
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