Troubles

you're supposed to give guidance

to those who need it

not trample them to the ground

nor throw them to the pit

 

you shouldn't be alive

giving misery to all

and should i be honest

everyone wish to see you fall

 

you're nothing but a pain in the ass

like a splinter we can't get rid

a worthless piece of junk

 to be alive? god forbid!

Dated: 7 Sept 2012

Dated 6th September 2012

Oh yeah... I bought CARLSBERG alright~~~ (for $2.50, pretty expensive in my opinion)

Just now, i was out with my friends and we went into a supermart for a while to buy some tidbits when we went into a wine section. Then suddenly the topic went to beer and i now have a desire to try them. I had my first cocktail in March 2012, yep this year. It was soo cool, i was on the Singapore Airlines where my friend had actually told me to get a 'Singapore Sling' if you are on their plane. So i asked for it! :) My 'bargin' :))) (Which by the way, didnt cost anything of course)

It was great! My first cocktail is called Singapore Sling and my first beer shall be Carlsberg :)

Singapore Sling was bitter which i'm sure like most or all (i think) cocktails are...  It had this fruity taste as well, can't remember what though, so long ago~

Still, i was a lil high afterwards, my heartbeat went extremely fast! At first i was sleepy after drinking, which was alright since i was on the plane with my classmates and schoolmates as well as 4 lecturers which amounted to more 60+ people... Then after take down, i was wide awake and a little high but afterwards i was 'normal' again which was good since my father, sister and youngest brother came to get me. PHEW! When i secretly told my sis, she was jealous of course cuz she haven't had her 'bargin' taken yet :)

I'll be trying this CARLSBERG probably the best beer in the world (The catchphrase is forever inside my head) later, will tell ya about it soon, gotta go BYE :D


UPDATE THE NEXT MORNING: I HATE IT, TASTES LIKE PISS (NOT that i tried that before but STILL) It tastes ridiculous!!!! I hate beer!

Dated 31 August 2012

Everyone had a chance to go back to Teck Whye Sceondary School for teachers day and i got to see my favourite teachers, my beloved teachers :)))

Firstly, let me introduce to you MDM PUA LEE TOO



She is my top favourite teacher besides Miss Ang, my english teacher. Mdm Pua had me grow outside my comfort zone and i am so thankful for that. She is ever so caring, LOVE HER!!!

Here is Miss Ang, she is ever so beautiful and she lost a lot of weight cuz of stress but she is still SOOOOOO PRETTY!!!!! <3<3<3

And to guys out there, contact me if you wanna go out with her! I may have to screen you through first to see if you're the guy for her ^^v She is so caring, considerate, smart, sassy, humorous (i love her sarcastic jokes) and she is soooooooo beautiful!!!!!!!!

Now on to my next teacher, Mdm Tong.

here she is, my math teacher. She is very fuuunny when she teach and very cute! Although my math was terrible to the core, she still had the patience to continue teaching. SHE SHOULD SERIOUSLY WIN AN AWARD FOR THAT BECAUSE EVERYONE ELSE WERE EXASPERATED WITH ME FOR BEING SUCH A NITWIT WITH MATH.

Now, my Science Chemistry Teacher!!!

Sorry guys, she is TAKEN!!!!!

Students in School have to call her Mrs Lim but we are still in the habit of calling her Miss Lim but she said it was okay since it had been years and we are already used to it plus she will then be able to differentiate the 'old batch' from the 'new' batch :)))

TEACHERS DAY 2012 ROCKED AND I'LL DEFINITELY BE BACK NEXT YEAR, WAIT 4 ME!!!! :D

-31 August 2012

Angry no more

I used to be so angry

but not anymore

maybe i've grown up

or over your beau

Dated: 1 September 2012

Timidity

Never the life of a party

Never the big outspoken girl

would rather choose a quiet place

all than having a whirl

 

Sometimes though

i wish i'm more out there

to let loose

 and have more dare

-August 30 2012

Dated August 15 2012

One down

three more to go

exam is next week

can't go with the flow

some friends are hard at work

getting theories in their head

the lazy ones are playing

well, we know they'll be dead :)

others are smart

they don't need long

they remember things fast

just like a folk song

How i envy them

these smart asses

have the perfect brain

not like the masses

but at the very end

it all boils down to two simple rules
determination and attitude
what parts the smart from the fools

From 6th August 2012

I am so tired

so very weary

exam in a week

a lil bit scary

still here i am

rotting away

in front of the TV

and out to play

i will get motivated

just not now

thats why i need someone

to show me how

Outside of Academics

I have always known that outside of school, beyond those protective walls, is a competitive cruel world. A place we only thought belonged in dramas, TV shows and only know recently that there is a fine line between reel and real life. 

In the end, there really is not much difference. What i experienced in life, many a times, i felt that it was more of a drama to me. Very surreal.

-August 6th 2012

Failed Love

You have made me love

you have made me cry

you played me so well

I should know why

I craved your attention

i craved your love

but your actions were cold

what i should be free of

You led me on

when you should have let go

left me in the dark

while you chased some gurl

and when you got her

you dumped me like crap

like i was nothing

well my smile went flat

memories were gone

my world shattered

my heart broke apart

my soul all battered

for nights i cried

oh what have i done wrong

why you were gone

we should have belonged

it has been months now

and i finally know

there was no spark

i imagined it all

but still i wish

that you would be mine

despite the heartache

after all this time

you made me know love

though the ending i did not expect

i am still glad

because my heart is again intact