I Miss Everyone

0i just listened to 'graduation' and feel very emotional right now. i was listening to the song while lying down on my bed. By the third sentence, i was crying: "i keep thinking times will never change, keep on thinking things will always be the same. but when we leave this year, we won't be coming back, no more hanging out cause we're on a different track..." I miss them. I miss everyone. My girlfriends, the lame jokes the guys always make, the childish games they play and the way they act- like they were still children, never young adults. i still remember a facebook comment one of the guys said "shut up you fags, bow down to me". It was meant for the other boys. They call each other that though i have no idea what it means. Then there was another 2 guys' comments on facebook. one is Dickson and the other, Andrew. (it is what i can remember cuz i can't find that particular post)
A: Gonna go out now
D: Then help me buy bubble tea, how much ar?
A: $1000! you want how many?
D: 100!
45 minutes later...
D: eh, i don't see my bubble tea anywhere yet leh
A: don't have, drink your own pee lor

it is ridiculous how childish they can get. i still remember a time when the boys played the bubble tea pearls and one got stuck on the back of the classroom's wall! hahas! It stayed there for about 2 years until the school got a new paint job for some classrooms recently that the pearl is now gone :D
Sigh... Reminiscing about the past is such a painful yet happy feeling... "so if we get the big jobs and we make the big money, when we look back now will the jokes still be funny? will we remember everyhting we learned in school? still be trying to break every single rule... i keep keep thinking that it's not goodbye keep on thinking it's a time to fly. And this is how it feels, as we go on we remember all the times we had together and as our lives change from whatever we will still be friends forever"