People Person

I'm not a people person. Nor am i the type to go around being high all the time. That's partly the reason why i can't really make friends easily. I want to make friends, i want to also keep them, i want to be part of their lives or made an impact while i was there. But i don't know how even though i'm not afraid. I'm really not afraid to do stuff because one sentence always come to mind (which have now turned into a "Mantra" for me): Screw what they think

But i DON'T KNOW what moves to make! Should i laugh or say something instead or should i remain quiet? Those are the kind of things that remain oblivious to me. I just have no friggin idea!

But for some exceptions like this friend i made in Vietnam whose a student from the same course i attend, Zoe, as well as a Secondary school friend from years ago, Shahanaz, they are special people who impacted my 18 years, 3 months and 10 days of my life (I'm feeling a little lame right now). They always hug me or always try to link arms or hold hands. This is how-for those who want to get to know the real me- you connect with me. Through touch! and don't you dirty minded people think anything else :)

I realise that i talk or react more comfortably and even become really high around them if our friendship includes hugs and etc.

Then i thought... Is it just me or do others feel the same as well? That's something i really wanna know.