I'm Dark Inside

Sometimes, I feel like I'm dead inside, and dark.. Just detached from the world. Of course that's not the case with people who know me. When you ask the people in my social social what they'd think about me, the answers you would get are how jovial and enthusiastic about everything I am, how I'm an extrovert and how they cannot believe it when they hear that I'm an introvert. They say that they think I make friends easily and that I don't have a problem making a comfortable environment for them to interact in. They think I'm pretty and confident.

They're more than just mistaken,

I am extremely insecure, I just don't show it. I am confident simply because I can fake it. I am noisy because I'm afraid I'd have no friends, And making so many friends doesn't give me time for myself that I need to relax in. Making so many friends makes me sad that I'll lose the real ones. The reason I always look happy is because I don't show it when I'm sad.. that I know not everyone wants to hear others' problems. You need to learn to fend for yourself. And that...

reminds me that no matter how many friends you have, there will be times when you'd be alone in the dark.

And you realise that only you can fight your own battle

30 DPC: NTU Hall 3's view (#06)

I need some peace

30DPC: To a time well shared (#05)

Friends can be made

they come by quite easily

but the truest of hearts

they'll save you readily

30DPC #04

When the sun has set

and the darkness pours

I will still be here

forever yours

30DPC #03

The collaspe of a bird's nest

30DPC #02

I want a vacation

to a faraway land

with tranquil waters

and soft white sand

30DPC #01

We're nothing but small pieces of the puzzle of life

30 Day Photo Challenge

Today, I will start regaining my love for photography. I used to like taking photos and capturing my love for the world but after a few bumps along the road, which led me to leave my dslr to pack my bags and go, I just sort of gave up.

HOWEVER, I've decided, it's time I got back up and finish what I started.

Matt Cutts said in TedTalk that to cultivate a habit, create yourself a 30 day challenge. With small sustainable changes, they're more likely to stay with you. So, I'm going to put that to the test and take a photo every day for the next 30 days to keep my passion for photography alive. 

So do look out for posts titled 30DPC which represents 30 Days Photo Challenge --> Get ready for some surprises :)

"What are you waiting for? I guarantee you the next 30 days are going to pass whether you like it or not, so why not think about something you have always wanted to try and give it a shot for the next 30 days," he concluded. 

Details of Challenge

1. Photos can be taken with DSLR or phone
2. It can go through Instagram filter
3. It can be taken by me or with the help of someone
4. It has to come with a caption, description or poem