30 October 2011
28 October 2011
Life- My point of View
Life's unfair when you think it in a pessismistic way. Thats why i envy the optimists, they're always bubbly. They're always happy. What sick bastards...
23 October 2011
Pets
My family have had many pets in the past and they include ducks, rabbits, fishes (lots of them), roosters, hens, hamsters, turtles, tortoises and even worms. These are only what i can remember.
Our last pets were 2 tortoises, one was twice as big as the other. They kinda grew up together. The bigger one 'bullied' the smaller one very often. A few weeks after i found out about that, the smaller one died from some sickness. My brother felt that the bigger tortoise might feel lonely and bought another one. It was about the size the big tortoise was when we first bought it.
A few days later, when i came back home from school, the domestic helper called me to the tank where we keep the tortoises and to my shock, i saw the small tortoise floating on the water with it's head gone. Its head was chewed off but there was no blood or green ooze or anything. A few minutes later, the dead tortoise was properly taken care of.
Back to the MURDER of the small innocent tortoise... OBVIOUSLY, you know who's the culprit. We do feed the 2 tortoise you know. Guess that damned bigger tortoise is territorial...
Anyways, my brother and my dad released the tortoise months ago in this big canal. I'm not so sure it'd survive though. It was rasied domestically so now that it's released, it's fighting with the 'wild' creatures in the water for survival. But who knows? Maybe it's lucky
Our last pets were 2 tortoises, one was twice as big as the other. They kinda grew up together. The bigger one 'bullied' the smaller one very often. A few weeks after i found out about that, the smaller one died from some sickness. My brother felt that the bigger tortoise might feel lonely and bought another one. It was about the size the big tortoise was when we first bought it.
A few days later, when i came back home from school, the domestic helper called me to the tank where we keep the tortoises and to my shock, i saw the small tortoise floating on the water with it's head gone. Its head was chewed off but there was no blood or green ooze or anything. A few minutes later, the dead tortoise was properly taken care of.
Back to the MURDER of the small innocent tortoise... OBVIOUSLY, you know who's the culprit. We do feed the 2 tortoise you know. Guess that damned bigger tortoise is territorial...
Anyways, my brother and my dad released the tortoise months ago in this big canal. I'm not so sure it'd survive though. It was rasied domestically so now that it's released, it's fighting with the 'wild' creatures in the water for survival. But who knows? Maybe it's lucky
Beautiful Memories
This was taken about 3 years ago... Lots of fun memories that year was made which i will never in my life, ever forget :)
P.S in case you're wondering, i'm the pretty one :) hahahahaha!!! jk jk
22 October 2011
Communication through Technology
I really do not understand. It seems so damned easy to talk to people when you're face to face but when it comes down to texting, IMing or email, it becomes a very difficult task if they're not in any way close to you.
What i am saying is, if the person you are trying to communicate, like for group projects, meetings, clarifying questions etc. people rarely reply, mostly the teenagers! They do not reply! It's like the text or IM or email is optional for you to reply. Especially the other teenagers, they believe that they're smart or the boss or just someone far above you. What has happened to common courtesy of replying a person when he or she talks to you? I'd understand if it's a stalker but what i'm talking about is an acquaintance! an enquiree! or stuff like that!
I know we're not related. I know we're not THAT close. But it is supposed to be that way? Does it have to be this way?! You have to be polite regarding such things! I mean, you're not supposed to just ignore it. You should at least give a short reply!
Is typing a few words and pressing the 'enter' button simply TOO MUCH to ask? IS IT PHYSICALLY IMPOSSIBLE?
What i am saying is, if the person you are trying to communicate, like for group projects, meetings, clarifying questions etc. people rarely reply, mostly the teenagers! They do not reply! It's like the text or IM or email is optional for you to reply. Especially the other teenagers, they believe that they're smart or the boss or just someone far above you. What has happened to common courtesy of replying a person when he or she talks to you? I'd understand if it's a stalker but what i'm talking about is an acquaintance! an enquiree! or stuff like that!
I know we're not related. I know we're not THAT close. But it is supposed to be that way? Does it have to be this way?! You have to be polite regarding such things! I mean, you're not supposed to just ignore it. You should at least give a short reply!
Is typing a few words and pressing the 'enter' button simply TOO MUCH to ask? IS IT PHYSICALLY IMPOSSIBLE?
18 October 2011
School has officially started....
and i am stressed... I have started getting stressed again since yesterday and i'm scared insomnia might come back... I am already trying to get a control of it, starting to do Yoga, exercise a bit and meditate. I've even started listening to songs like 'move along by all american rejects,' 'the climb by miley cyrus,' 'Someone's watching over me by Hilary Duff,' and 'The middle by Jimmy eat world' while on the way to and from school to keep myself calm.
I get notes and notes full of words and i am scared and have no idea how i am going to be able to cram them all inside my head while doing projects and preparing for presentations. I am extremely tensed. Extremely terrified and extremely stressed. I'm scared i'll get depression again. I try and i try but i'm scared. I'm scared i'll get eaten up again. I miss my friends, my secondary school teachers, Mdm Pua and Miss Ang who always supported and believed in me and the positivity i used to have before. Now, i feel like someone who's always negative and depressed. I want to be that me again which i can only see during the holidays, free from the chains of school. I'm no longer bubbly. and i hate it so much because i can't do much about it.
I get notes and notes full of words and i am scared and have no idea how i am going to be able to cram them all inside my head while doing projects and preparing for presentations. I am extremely tensed. Extremely terrified and extremely stressed. I'm scared i'll get depression again. I try and i try but i'm scared. I'm scared i'll get eaten up again. I miss my friends, my secondary school teachers, Mdm Pua and Miss Ang who always supported and believed in me and the positivity i used to have before. Now, i feel like someone who's always negative and depressed. I want to be that me again which i can only see during the holidays, free from the chains of school. I'm no longer bubbly. and i hate it so much because i can't do much about it.
15 October 2011
Japan Trip 2008- Anime Centre
Day 3 at the Anime Centre
Before we came here to the Anime Centre, we actually visited the National Museum of Emerging Science and Innovation. I've took many interesting photos which i'll show on another post. But it'll be much more fun if i went back there again cuz i didn't finish exploring the place.
Now back to the Anime Centre. The place wasn't exceptionally big but still quite spacious. There were brochures near the door so the second we stepped in, i picked up brochures to put inside my Japan Trip photo log and stuff. Many students at the time already started taking brochures and pictures. I had a hard time doing it too because i had to take my turn to take a picture of something or another. Then! i saw my favourite Detective Conan!!! From my observation, i saw that there was a new movie! (but it was about 1 year later that i finally get to watch it, it takes a long time to reach Singapore)
Then i walked around more to see statues lining along the wall. Some are pretty...
So i went around some more to take this 2 pictures which i really wanna know what anime they are cuz it looks very fun to watch
Before we came here to the Anime Centre, we actually visited the National Museum of Emerging Science and Innovation. I've took many interesting photos which i'll show on another post. But it'll be much more fun if i went back there again cuz i didn't finish exploring the place.
Now back to the Anime Centre. The place wasn't exceptionally big but still quite spacious. There were brochures near the door so the second we stepped in, i picked up brochures to put inside my Japan Trip photo log and stuff. Many students at the time already started taking brochures and pictures. I had a hard time doing it too because i had to take my turn to take a picture of something or another. Then! i saw my favourite Detective Conan!!! From my observation, i saw that there was a new movie! (but it was about 1 year later that i finally get to watch it, it takes a long time to reach Singapore)
Some are cute
Astro Boy!
The famous Doraemon and Pikachu
some macho
and some just plain weird....
So i went around some more to take this 2 pictures which i really wanna know what anime they are cuz it looks very fun to watch
Then on the way out, i saw another Detective Conan's picture. Took a photo and felt like it'd make a really cool postcard :) (if you cut away that extra on the side)
13 October 2011
Cat II
I went back to school and expected to see the cat again on the way to the library but of course it wasn't anywhere in sight.. So after about 2 hours in the library and on my way out, i saw the cat in the same area the other day :) YAY!
So we played a bit but it wanted to play a bit and kinda lightly bit and scratched and i backed off. I am extremely scared of claws or sharp teeth so you can't blame me! So i placed my arms on my hips and scolded the cat. Not sure it understood though.. Then i noticed a tap which i went to to wash my hands and wrist. Then i figured i could play water with the cat since it's quite dirty and i expected it to be scared of the water but continued on anyways.
I dripped a droplet of water on the cat and immediately, the cat scrambled off to some nearby bushes. Well, i deserved it so i tried to coax it out and it did and laid down in front of me. Then i noticed a white sack a few steps away, thinking i could get it to be more comfortable sitting on the sack instead of on dirty soil, i carried it towards the cat but then it kinda disappeared on me.
Yes, i was disappointed that it was gone... i tried finding the cat but to no avail... Then, i noticed the newly constructed mini garden nearby so i went there to take pictures instead.
hahaha!!!!
i just love this cat!!
So i sat on a bench near me and it came forward to lay down in front of me
Then suddenly, a couple walked near so i moved away from the cat to let them pass by. Apparently, the girl wanted to touch the cat but! :) (hehes...) the cat jumped and scrambled away from her to the side. The couple then just stood there! AWKWARD TENSION... So i walked away to another bench and sat on it and the GUY said 'bye bye' a tad sarcastically cuz so his girl could get near the cat. BUT AGAIN!! she still could not get near the cat as it followed ME!!! How adorable!!! and the girl kind of 'awww so cute...'
So we played a bit but it wanted to play a bit and kinda lightly bit and scratched and i backed off. I am extremely scared of claws or sharp teeth so you can't blame me! So i placed my arms on my hips and scolded the cat. Not sure it understood though.. Then i noticed a tap which i went to to wash my hands and wrist. Then i figured i could play water with the cat since it's quite dirty and i expected it to be scared of the water but continued on anyways.
I dripped a droplet of water on the cat and immediately, the cat scrambled off to some nearby bushes. Well, i deserved it so i tried to coax it out and it did and laid down in front of me. Then i noticed a white sack a few steps away, thinking i could get it to be more comfortable sitting on the sack instead of on dirty soil, i carried it towards the cat but then it kinda disappeared on me.
Yes, i was disappointed that it was gone... i tried finding the cat but to no avail... Then, i noticed the newly constructed mini garden nearby so i went there to take pictures instead.
Then i saw the cat!!!
hahaha!!!!
i just love this cat!!
So i sat on a bench near me and it came forward to lay down in front of me
and watched me as i continued taking pictures of the surroundings
Then suddenly, a couple walked near so i moved away from the cat to let them pass by. Apparently, the girl wanted to touch the cat but! :) (hehes...) the cat jumped and scrambled away from her to the side. The couple then just stood there! AWKWARD TENSION... So i walked away to another bench and sat on it and the GUY said 'bye bye' a tad sarcastically cuz so his girl could get near the cat. BUT AGAIN!! she still could not get near the cat as it followed ME!!! How adorable!!! and the girl kind of 'awww so cute...'
yes i totally agree that the cat is adorable...
Then i played with it again before i motioned bye bye. after i was steps away, the couple MOVED RIGHT IN!!! i was kinda jealous... so i lingered there to see if the cat would come for me. Apparently, no.
then i waited at the foodcourt nearby as finally i saw the couple pass me by. i pretended to pack the plactic bag i was holding on into my bag and just as i was about to go back to the cat, the couple U-turned pass me again towards the cat with a plactic bag of french fries!!!!! grrrrr..... i worried that the cat may not like the potato but what could i do? so i decided to just go back home and come back tommorrow...
Tommorow, i am ready. I have already bought cat food and i'm gonna get some cat toy for it to play with and stay by it's side for more than the few minutes i had with it the last 2 encounters.
GAME ON
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