Angry no more

I used to be so angry

but not anymore

maybe i've grown up

or over your beau

Dated: 1 September 2012

Timidity

Never the life of a party

Never the big outspoken girl

would rather choose a quiet place

all than having a whirl

 

Sometimes though

i wish i'm more out there

to let loose

 and have more dare

-August 30 2012

Dated August 15 2012

One down

three more to go

exam is next week

can't go with the flow

some friends are hard at work

getting theories in their head

the lazy ones are playing

well, we know they'll be dead :)

others are smart

they don't need long

they remember things fast

just like a folk song

How i envy them

these smart asses

have the perfect brain

not like the masses

but at the very end

it all boils down to two simple rules
determination and attitude
what parts the smart from the fools

From 6th August 2012

I am so tired

so very weary

exam in a week

a lil bit scary

still here i am

rotting away

in front of the TV

and out to play

i will get motivated

just not now

thats why i need someone

to show me how

Outside of Academics

I have always known that outside of school, beyond those protective walls, is a competitive cruel world. A place we only thought belonged in dramas, TV shows and only know recently that there is a fine line between reel and real life. 

In the end, there really is not much difference. What i experienced in life, many a times, i felt that it was more of a drama to me. Very surreal.

-August 6th 2012

Failed Love

You have made me love

you have made me cry

you played me so well

I should know why

I craved your attention

i craved your love

but your actions were cold

what i should be free of

You led me on

when you should have let go

left me in the dark

while you chased some gurl

and when you got her

you dumped me like crap

like i was nothing

well my smile went flat

memories were gone

my world shattered

my heart broke apart

my soul all battered

for nights i cried

oh what have i done wrong

why you were gone

we should have belonged

it has been months now

and i finally know

there was no spark

i imagined it all

but still i wish

that you would be mine

despite the heartache

after all this time

you made me know love

though the ending i did not expect

i am still glad

because my heart is again intact

Dancing On Ice 2010 - Professional Number - Luck Be A Lady

I don't want to be that girl who smugly counts the number of ex boyfriends she have had but the one who can one day point to my daughter that the man sitting in the living room reading that newspaper's my first love

I'd rather interact with a dog than talk to you. Yes, sweetie, 你狗都不如